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Monday, April 23, 2007

World Book Day

Today is "World Book Day". Wikipedia will give you lots of info on this http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/World_Book_and_Copyright_Day.

My idea about this day, since I heard about it 3 years ago, has been to buy at least one book on this day. I haven't done it every year :-( Once I bought a RKN's 'My Days' and some other novels.

This year I haven't bought anything. To compensate it, planning to pick up couple of books this weekend. Now itself I can visualise my mom's reaction "intha books ellam enga vaikka pora, pesamal en thalaiyila vai" -- "Where are you planning to keep these books? Better keep them on my head!"

Nevertheless, am determined to buy books! Whenever you people read this, please buy some books! And don't allow them to sleep in the shelf!

I have come across this question many a times "What will you do if left alone in an island and what would you ask for?"

Why, books of course! The pure joy of reading books without any disturbances... it is unparalleled.

World Book Day

Today is "World Book Day". Wikipedia will give you lots of info on this http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/World_Book_and_Copyright_Day.

My idea about this day, since I heard about it 3 years ago, has been to buy at least one book on this day. I haven't done it every year :-( Once I bought a RKN's 'My Days' and some other novels.

This year I haven't bought anything. To compensate it, planning to pick up couple of books this weekend. Now itself I can visualise my mom's reaction "intha books ellam enga vaikka pora, pesamal en thalaiyila vai" -- "Where are you planning to keep these books? Better keep them on my head!"

Nevertheless, am determined to buy books! Whenever you people read this, please buy some books! And don't allow them to sleep in the shelf!

I have come across this question many a times "What will you do if left alone in an island and what would you ask for?"

Why, books of course! The pure joy of reading books without any disturbances... it is unparalleled.

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

I do...

Me blogging after a BIG hiatus. Work pressure, Job change, unavailability of the internet... all are reasons! Nevertheless, I had plenty of idle time. Now, that I've got a laptop, I thought, let me blog again...

Ok, ok, am accepting it.... There is one more reason :-)

I will be saying - rather, listening to - "I do" in four months from now. There are exactly... let me count... 121 days more!!

Am slowly getting used to the fact that I am getting married... I've witnessed the period between engagement and marriage of few friends. Everyone tells me that it is the BEST period. Though we aren't yet engaged, it has been 'officially' decided by the elders! And am looking forward to the days in between.

Oh... let me introduce him! He is Mr.Jeevan Prakash. Working in Bangalore with an organization called Rambus. We are talking to each other daily. Yup, the telecom operators are going to have a field-day... no.. no, field-months because of us!!

We are getting to know each other, and in the process, am definitely enjoying it :-) To tell the truth, am myself a lil surprised, but it is a pleasant one!

And, here is something I came across on another blog:


I have never been married before and I have no clue how it will really feel untill I am actually married.


Buddy... I am on the same boat!!

Monday, March 13, 2006

sollayo vaai thiranthu

This is one song that has always made me forget my surroundings and immerse in it completely.

The soothing voice of Jananki and Raja's out-of-the-world music, always have a tranquilizing effect on me. But, this song had also set me thinking on many occassions.

I knew the song is from the movie 'mohamul', based on Thi.Ja's novel by the same name. I have seen the movie in bits and pieces previously. I had just known that the movie is about the travails of a girl who is not yet married. The lyrics of the song had also implied the same to me.

aahaaya sooriyan merkkinil saaya
ekaandha velaiyil mohamul paaya

I had always equated the song to 'azhagu malar ada'. Only when I read the book, I realized how mistaken I was.


Set in the late 40's and the early 50's mohamul(thorn of lust), is a book about the desires of a young boy named Babu. It is all about his desire for Yamuna, who is ten years elder to him!

The book spread through ten years of Babu's life, is a beautiful lesson in human relationships and the myriad ways in which a person's mind perceives the relationships with people around him/her.

The book is too good for words. And for those who have the time and inclination to read a slow-paced book, it is heaven. The descriptions about the yesteryear Kumbakonam, is nice in a non-picturesque way.

The author does not paint a picture of Kaveri bank, Govt. College and the Kumbeswaran temple. But, he transports you there. He does describe the outdoor and the natural scenery. But, he doesn't bamboozle you with descriptive phrases of the lush greenery and the fertility. But, the prose underlines the same in a very non-obtrusive way.

The pictures he has painted of Chennai are also good. Triplicane, Esplanade, Purasawalkam and the Marina Beach! But somehow it did not strike a chord in me!

Coming to the purpose of this blog. The book was in some ways an anticlimax to me. As I had mentioned, I believed it to be the travails of an ageing, beautiful damsel. It turned out to be otherwise.

The person who was pining was Babu. He who viewed her as divine in the beginning. He who himself remembers Yamuna treating him like a baby. He who thinks Yamuna is not meant for the mortal. It is the same Babu who longs for her.

What made Babu desire here? I still cannot understand. In the beginning, I thought he is moved by her plight and the fact that her family is worried over her marriage. But, he himself doesn't want her to be a normal woman. He thinks she is not meant to marry some dullard, bear his children and be an ordinary woman.

Every person has an imaginary form in the mind during their teens. This person is your ideal man/woman on earth. You want a life partner like that. It may be anyone. Your own parent, siblings, realtives, friends or popular faces. I think for Babu, this was Yamuna. The girl he admired and worshipped!

The brief incident(!) with the neighour woman, should have jolted Babu out of his senses. That is when he fully relaized that the form in his sub conscious mind is Yamuna. Maybe this sudden realization was the cause for him blurting out everything to her that morning!

But, in the following years he seems to have overcome that. After the final year exams, as he spends his time lazily in his village, he himself chides him for having spoken about this to Yamuna. He thinks it is a thing of the past.

Ranganna, is not just a chapter in Babu's life, he is an essential part of Babu's life. After, almost dedicating his life to music, I thought Babu will not look back at Yamuna.

Yes, I still knew it was the thoughts about her, that were withholding him from getting married. But, I never thought at such a later stage, even after a decade, he will still be harboring the same thoughts.

Though he was younger to her, Yamuna always considered Babu to be a good friend. She genuinely respects him and is a well-wisher. I did not know what to make out, when she finally gives him the go-ahead.

I have two questions now:

1. The song 'sollayo' is picturised on Yamuna in the movie. Never in the book did I find anything indicating this. Is the movie a full interpretation of the book, or is it just an adaptation?

2. The question Yamuna asked - "itharkkuthana?"

I also ask, "itharkkuthana?"

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Caterpillar

Almost two years ago, I was in Hyderabad attending a training program for fresh recruits by Satyam Computers, which I had joined newly.

Nearly a fortnight before our course was to end, 12 of us were called to Chennai for an urgent requirement at Ford. We came here with dreams of working at FITSI (Ford India Technological - blah, blah)...

It was an anticlimax in Chennai, as the project never kicked off, and we were left sitting idly in the cafeteria and library, cursing our bad luck.

All of a sudden a couple of us were drafted into a project for the Automotive giant Caterpillar.

Then started my days of toiling at the office, working late hours, sometimes even working on sundays and at times going crazy :-)

It has been almost 21 months since I started working for Caterpillar. Amongst Satyam's clients it has got the distinction(dubious!) of setting tough deadlines and rigorous quality procedures.

Okay, before you all start thinking am grumbling here, I actually want to tell a good news. We had a client visit today and people from Caterpillar's technical team came to my office. And, I got a Client Appreciation Certificate from them :-)

Am greatly surprised. Never had an inkling of it coming. Nevertheless, am overjoyed :-)))

Monday, February 13, 2006

chennaiyil RRC

pulipakkam kalvettu
I have always viewed 'Thirisoolam' as the Railway Station opposite to the airport. So, when Venketesh suggested a trip covering Thirisoolam and few other temples that lie between Chennai and Chengelpet, I was only too eager to go.

Two days before the tour another friend Ramnath Mani told us that the outer wall of the Thirisulam temple's garbagriham (sanctum sanctorum) contains inscriptions from the later chozhas to parakrama pandiyan. This roused our interests all the more.

On Feb. 5th, Sunday, Myself, Venketesh, Satish, His mother, Natarajan Srinivasan and Muruganandam embarked on a short but memorable trip.

Our fist stop was the temple in Thirisoolam. The temple was of 'Gajaprashtham' type. i.e., the structure of the temple is similar to that of a seated elephant.

Thirisoolanathar's sanctum sanctorum looked older compared to that of Ambal's. The entire length and breadth of the sanctum's wall was filled with inscriptions. Poor lighting and our inadequacies (I know that this is the reason that should be listed first!) in reading inscriptions made us abort the exercise mid-way.

We made a couple of interesting observations in this temple. The wooden sculptures in the 'kodimaram' are exquisitely beautiful. Second, there is a very different interpretation of 'Sarabeswarar' in one of the temple pillars. It is completely different from the ones I have seen in Thirubhuvanam and Chidambaram. We deduced it to be Sarabeswarar by identifying the deity holding Narasimhar.

The next stop was very important - for breakfast. Over steaming idlis, dosas and coffee we discussed umpteen issues ranging from Poongkuzhali to the effect of invasion on our culture.

Thiru Kachur is a padal petra sthalam. But, it has more importance to it. This, small hamlet that is near Singa Perumal Kovil, has a very rare privilege. Lord Shiva walked on this very soil to feed his devotee Sundaramurthy Nayanar. Think, the Lord collecting alms for your sake and feeding you....

The Kachabeswarar temple here also has a mythological story associated with it. It is said before churning the 'parkadal', Lord Mahavishnu in the form of a tortoise (Koorma avatharam) prayed to Lord Shiva at this temple and hence the name to the presiding deity.

It is interesting that the same legend is also associated with the Kachabeswarar temple in Kanchipuram also!

We entered the temple and found that a 'kumbabishekham' should have been performed recently. The flag on the gopuram and the fresh paint stood testimony to this. The gate leading to the the praharam was locked. Venketesh set out to find the Gurukkal, and was told that he would be there in the small temple on the hillock.

We made our way to the Thiru Kachur Alakkovil that is situated on a small hillock. The deity here is Marundheesar and the Ambal Irul Neekki Amman. Sundarar has referred to the deity here while singing about Kachabeswarar who resides down the hill.

melai vithiye vinaiyin payane
viravaar puramun rericheythaay
kaalai yezhunthu thozuvaar thangaL
kavalai kalaivaay karaikkanta
malai mathiye malaimel marunthe
maraven adiyen vayal chuzntha
aalaik kazhanip pazhanak kachchur
aalak koyil ammaane

kachur alakkoyil


In the inner wall of the temple's compund, various songs have been written. 'pidiyathu kolamigu', 'aththaalai engal abirama valliyai' and 'ammaiye appa' grabbed our attention. Venketesh who is an ardent worshipper of Abirami amman, identified 'aththaalai' to be the noorruppayan of Abirami anthathi. He went on to add that he recites the anthathi everyday and it takes him all of 12 minutes for all the 100 poems!

There was one another poem on the wall that grabbed the maximum attention. The poem that gave its reciter the kingdom itself! Yes, 'ponnar meniyane'. The song that Sendhan Amudhan sang dutifully everyday. The song that gave him what he desired and much more...

I was telling Natarajan that God gave amudhan both Pungkuzhali - his desire and the kingdom - what he did not desire. But, Pungkuzhali always says she will ask boons that will bring ill luck to princes, princesses and the ruling clan! But, God gave her what she wanted, though she did not explicitly ask Him.

"Pungkuzhali thaniya kekka vendiyathillainga. enendral, Pungkuzhaliye deivamsam porunthiyaval. deiva sakthi enbathu avalukke irunthathu!"

'Pungkuzhali akila ulaga rasigar mandra thalaivar' thiru Natarajan ippadi sonnathum nan asanthu than ponen. anal adutha nimidam, Dhiwakar ithai kettal enna bathil kidaikkum endru yosithen! Dhiwakar, whenever you read this, your reply please....

We also saw a very different well. First of all it was amazing to find a well at such a high altitude. The well was situated well below the ground level and it had a flight of stairs from gorund level leading down to the well. The steps ended in a tank like arrangement from wher you could fetch the water. What innovation!

kachur temple well


We then proceeded back to the Kachabeswarar temple and were waiting for the priest who had promised to come and open the temple for us. There I found a simple and elegant sculpture of Lord Muruga on the first pillar on the right hand side, as one enters. oru kalai thonga pottu, maru kalai kuththukkalittu, vegu oyyaramaga murugan mayil meethu amarnthirukkirar!

Satish was trying to read the inscriptions on the outer wall of the mandapam, and I joined him. romba thaththi, thaththi 'Gopal Devarukku Yandu' enbathai mattum padiththom! We thought these inscriptions should belong to the Nayakkar period.

Kachabeswarar is so small. One of the smallest nay tiniest Lingams I have ever seen. After seeing Him we went to meet this consort 'Anjanammai'. There, the 'vahanam' in front of the Godess was a Lion! I believe the lion is the vahana only in pre-vedic temples.

As we were circumambulating the sanctum, we found inscriptions on the outer walls of the garbagriham, similar to the Thirisulam temple. We struggled to read the inscriptions as the lighting was inadequate and the walls were oily. All of a sudden, voices were calling "inge vaa, inge vaa..". As I rushed there, I saw a beaming Venketesh and Muruganandam reading an inscription "rajaraja devarukku yaandu..."

kachur kalvettu


Though we new Thirukachur was a padal petra sthalam, we never thought, RRC would have visited it. I was really overjoyed seeing a connection with RRC here. To my knowledge, I thought the only place where you can find RRC's inscriptions is at Thiruvidanthai. Later, I learnt that the inscriptions that were found near Mahabalipuram after Tsunami, revealed another by RRC.

Thirukachur and Thiruvidanthai being in almost the same latitude, we decided it was logical that RRC visited this temple. One more reason, for his visit being the affinity he had towards Sundarar.

Next on our list was Chettipunyam. Though, a later period temple, it has become highly famous as it houses Yoga Hayagreevar - the bestower of knowledge. There is a view that the Hayagreevar in this temple was brought from Thiruvahindrapuram. Not many people accept it.

The popularity of a temple, at times doesn't depend upon whether scholars and their ilk accept it or not. It solely relies and grows on local legends and word of mouth. Numerous temples stand testimony to it. Chettipunyam is one such temple.

It is believer that Lord Vishnu took the Hayagreeva avatharam to save the vedas from extinction during pralayam. Thus, he is the bestower of knowledge. The Chettipunyam temple was swarming with children. With the exam season nearing, both children and parents find it necessary to submit a petition to the Almighty. Once someone tells you that a particular temple is best for studies and exams, people flock to that temple.

Children taking their exam pads, pens and pencils to the temple is a common sight. You can witness that in every temple. But, I was astonished to find children sitting and studying there. Satish sonna madhiri, "intha oru karanathukkakavathu ellorum koyilukku vanthal sari".

pulipakkam


On the way to Chengelpattu, one can see a board written "Siva, Siva" on a roadside hillock. Venketesh had told us that there is a small temple situated atop the hill. Though, it is in a dilapidated state, he said we can have a clear view of the Chengalpattu Lake and is a nice scenic spot to visit.

I was a little shocked as we arrived at the base of the hillock, there were no steps! It was more of a pathway, filled with stones. If at all there were any provisions for a firm footing on the path, they should have been washed away when the rain-gods showed too much affection on this region couple of months back.

Calling the Lord for help inside myself, I strated climbing - no, no - trekking. To cut a long story short, I reached the top after much panting and difficulty, delaying Natarajan Srinivasan in the process. Poor soul, he climbed after me ensuring I didn't trip anywhere.

Once we were on top, we all realised that it was worth the climb. There was a nice breeze despite the heat and the view from there was really breathtaking. There was something else awaiting us....

The, temple to much of our amazement was in good shape. It had been renovated easily and the Ambal shrine that had collapsed was also in good repair now. Venketesh, wodered aloud at the stark contrast. A decade ago, it was an abandoned place, surrounded with snake skin!

pulipakkam temple


The presiding deity here is Vyagrapureeswarar. It is said that the sage Vyagrapathar offered prayers here. The area is named 'pulipakkam' after the Lord himself I suppose. Once again, we found inscriptions on the outer wall of the sanctum.

And, much to my delight, once again there was 'raja raja devarukku yandu....'!!!
There were quite a few fragments near the Dakshinamurthy on the outer wall. All the hardships I faced while climbing, disappeared completely when I saw this inscription.

As we went around, we saw some broken shrines and a broken Nandi. We thought this should have been quite an important and bigger temple in those days. We sat there for sometime, enjoying the breeze and the sweet water that we drank from a tap.

beheaded nandhi


As we returned into the city after a hearty lunch, the discussion covered a range of topics - Sendhan Amudhan's greatness, Manimangalam battle, Vandiyath Devan, Nadhini, Prof. Oak's theory of Tejo Mahalaya and so many other things...

More than anything else, finding RRC's inscrptions in places where we would have never dreamt of, will linger in our memories for a long time....

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